last night was so... bizarre.
part of me wonders if it really happened.
i've been able to see this hidden time for a while. this... forbidden hour. i always thought i was the only one who could see it, because no matter where i looked, there was no life. it was like a shifted world, a sick mimicry of the beautiful world at night, painted with blood and steeped in death. it sounds insane, but it is my reality. i have come to terms with it. but i never expected to find other people who knew of it, too.
these people were older than me, but not by much. they were high school students. ...juniors, i think. one was female, the other was a boy. and they fought these shadowy demons in this hour, by using these gun-like devices called 'evokers'. hah, it sounds so weird when i write it down. how could i think any of this actually happened? but it felt so real. they said they would visit me after school and discuss things with me. next year, they'll move me into their dorm. they're asking me to join their group. SEES is their name, i think...
am i going insane? did i, perhaps, imagine all of this?
i never got any paints. images of this bloody world dance through my head, and the terrors of being chased crawl through my veins. but i can express none of it. i feel like it will all spill out of me if i don't find a way to let it out...
i guess all i can do is wait. after school, i will see if it was all a dream or not.
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